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    <description>This blog is all about barton's involvement in the creation of music and thoughts about art.</description>
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      <title>Valentine Lyrics</title>
      <description>&lt;span id="dnn_ctr550_HtmlModule_HtmlHolder" class="Normal"&gt;&lt;span id="dnn_ctr422_HtmlModule_HtmlHolder" class="Normal"&gt;&lt;b&gt;A lot of people have written me and asked for the lyrics to valentine - here they are:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;valentine&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;i&gt;music and lyrics by barton&lt;br&gt;&lt;/i&gt;©1996 .netspheres. all rights reserved.&lt;br&gt;published by .netspheres music  / PRS&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
morning comes along and i hear this song on a lonely street&lt;br&gt;
a frozen moment of emptiness where we used to meet&lt;br&gt;
glimmers of your love like rainbows from above are falling to the ground&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
i try to hold it back&lt;br&gt;
my voice i hear it crack&lt;br&gt;
can you hear me calling?&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
and will i see your face again?&lt;br&gt;
you see the state i'm in&lt;br&gt;
i cannot hide the pain i'm in,&lt;br&gt;
can you understand?&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
and so the rain it turns to sky&lt;br&gt;
rivers from my eyes&lt;br&gt;
i pray that you'll come back one day&lt;br&gt;
i hope and pray that...&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
and now the love is gone&lt;br&gt;
how will i carry on?&lt;br&gt;
and now the love is gone&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
day turns into night and i've lost the light to guide my way&lt;br&gt;
nothing can become when belief is gone - the decayed remains&lt;br&gt;
i stared into the sky it seems that love has died, is darkness all that matters?&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
 try to hold it back&lt;br&gt;
my voice i hear it crack&lt;br&gt;
can you hear me calling?&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
and will i see your face again?&lt;br&gt;
you see the state i'm in&lt;br&gt;
i cannot hide the pain i'm in,&lt;br&gt;
can you understand?&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
and so the rain it turns to sky&lt;br&gt;
rivers from my eyes&lt;br&gt;
i pray that you'll come back one day&lt;br&gt;
i hope and pray that...&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
and now the love is gone&lt;br&gt;
how will i carry on?&lt;br&gt;
and now the love is gone&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
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      <title>FORMATIVELY yours</title>
      <description>I'm very happy to announce that &lt;a href="http://cdbaby.com/cd/barton10"&gt;FORMATIVE&lt;/a&gt;, my
ninth solo release and first full-length album, is available on CD. The
digital release is imminent, but for those of you who like jewel cases,
album art, and liner notes, this is the format for you.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
&lt;a href="http://cdbaby.com/cd/barton10"&gt;FORMATIVE&lt;/a&gt; is
a collection of songs I wrote and completed before the release of &lt;a href="http://cdbaby.com/cd/barton2"&gt;TONIGHT&lt;/a&gt; in
2004. An excerpt from the liner notes say it best:&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
&lt;div style="margin-left: 40px;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;The recording artists that
have moved me the most over the years are those who are somehow able to
write and produce songs that, regardless of when they are played, don't
sound dated and continue to reflect something consistent about the
artist. As long as I can remember, I have held my work as a singer,
songwriter, and producer to that standard.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="font-style: italic;"&gt;
&lt;br style="font-style: italic;"&gt;
&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;When I recorded these
songs, between 1994 and 2002, I was still very
unsure of my music, probably due to years of insecurities and because I
did not immediately attract world attention nor did I have the
experience of having a flurry of A&amp;R people try to sign me to
their labels. Yet since the release of later material I have written
and produced, starting with &lt;/span&gt;&lt;a style="font-style: italic;" href="http://cdbaby.com/cd/barton2"&gt;TONIGHT&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt; in
2004, I've come to see, often through the comments of others, that many
of these early, formative songs, stand as a historical record that when
I am moved to write and produce music, something timeless does happen.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
In this blog post, I wanted to go through the songs that I selected for
this, my first real full-length album release and share with you a
little bit about each one. &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Funny (How Things Change)&lt;/span&gt;:
This is the only real cover I’ve ever done that I am in any way
satisfied with, because I was able to take the song and reinterpret it
in a way that is completely my own. The song is a &lt;a href="http://acidjazzy.blogspot.com/2008/03/dinfluence-good-4-we_23.html"&gt;D-Influence&lt;/a&gt;
track from their groundbreaking 1992 album &lt;a href="http://www.discogs.com/D-Influence-Good-4-We/release/1051970"&gt;Good
For We&lt;/a&gt;. My across-the street-neighbor at the time, Marts
Andrups, who had always helped me with my musical aspirations, played
the song for me in April of 1995 suggesting I go in this direction. I
remember the moment I heard the song I got goosebumps because the
lyrics told a story about a truth of life experience. My
reinterpretation of the song took it in a very different direction
from &lt;a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HcmokWp5uZc"&gt;the
original&lt;/a&gt;, but to me, this was what the song was always about
- the way that things change and our memory is what we hold on to as a
token of what whe experienced. Marts died on my birthday that year, so
this song was always, for me, a testament to my memory of him, of his
wonderful spirit.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;
&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Taker&lt;/span&gt;: This
song is interesting - I finished it in 2001 and wrote it out of an
experience I had with a friend who I felt betrayed me. I had not
written anything for a couple of years, and this is the first thing
that came out. The song is also notable in that I started to experiment
with a more &lt;a href="http://www.netspheres.netwww.netspheres.net"&gt;BARTON&lt;/a&gt;-recognizable
vocal style with the wall of my background vocals framing the lead.
There is a lot of power in this song, and while it was partially an
expression of frustration and anger, more importantly, it speaks to a
notion of universal justice that I see all around me in my own
experience.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Valentine&lt;/span&gt;: I
love this song. It was the first time I ever sat down and consciously
tried to write a pop song. It is from the 1995 period, and the
inimitable &lt;a href="http://www.kathysledge.com/"&gt;Kathy
Sledge&lt;/a&gt;
was kind enough to do the vocals on it, which was an amazing experience
for me. I remember when she came in and recorded her vocals; I could
not believe how perfect everything sounded on the first take. Every
time. Seeing talent like that gives one something to shoot for.
Valentine is about love regretting its loss. As I am with most themes,
even when I write about something sad or tragic, I always try to see
the bright side, so the chorus ends up happy, with the line “…and so
the rain, it turns to sky”, always hoping for a positive outcome and
looking toward the future.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Waiting&lt;/span&gt;: A
simple song, also from the 1995 period, written as a musical mobius
strip that expresses a sense of longing and isolation, two of my most
endearing qualities. Imagery was stressed here in the lyrics of the
verses, but despite my attempts at abstraction, I still come through,
revealing myself once again.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Time To Go&lt;/span&gt;:
Part of the 1995 group, this song was another exploration in feelings I
had inside myself. More prophecy than I realized at the time, having
written the song when I was happily in a relationship, I remember
walking to the airport after having broken up in a strange and sudden
sort of way, and was listening to music. This song came on. At the time
it made me very sad to be writing my own soundtrack, and a sad one at
that, so I vowed not to write sad songs any more in the vain hope that
this would keep anything bad from ever happening to me again. Since
then, I've heard other songwriters I admire, like &lt;a href="http://www.uwire.com/Article.aspx?id=568050"&gt;Neil Young&lt;/a&gt;,
acknowledges that songs he has written become “show tune(s) for my
movie”, where the movie is his life. I guess it's just part of the
playing field when you write songs about your feelings.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;
&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Presence&lt;/span&gt;:
Another in the 1995 group, this was written about a former boyfriend I
had that died. Despite the sober subject, it’s not a sad song, focusing
instead on the way that people in life impress themselves on you
indelibly. My dear friend &lt;a href="http://www.emimusicpub.com/worldwide/artist_profile/felix-howard_profile.html"&gt;Felix
Howard&lt;/a&gt; sang background vocals on this track and I really
enjoyed having him be part of this song. It came out very rich, and I
especially like the strings that refer to a more classical genre.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Laura&lt;/span&gt;: This
was a birthday present to my sister on her birthday of 1996. I sang it
at her party and messed up the lyrics. Despite this, I still like the
song. It talks about possibilities, how we really can be what we want,
and how the choices and changes in our lives are the pivot points where
our dreams can become real.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Intention (Micky Mix)&lt;/span&gt;:
This was one of the first songs I wrote - co-wrote actually - with &lt;a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mark_White_%28musician%29"&gt;Mark
White&lt;/a&gt; - who was really a significant part of my growth as a
technical musician who used synthesizers. I still use an &lt;a href="http://www.vintagesynth.com/roland/mks80.shtml"&gt;Roland
MKS-80&lt;/a&gt; because Mark had one and I love the bass sounds it
makes. The song is what the title says it is about. The mix was done by
a friend, Micky, in Ladbroke Grove, who I have long lost touch with.
The background vocals were done by a session musician named Maxine
Gilmore.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Catch Me&lt;/span&gt;:
This was written in 2001 and I wrote and recorded the whole thing in
one sitting. The song was written for my former partner Bruce because
he always did everything he possibly could to take care of me and make
me feel protected. This is a song I wrote to acknowledge that care. &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Love Once Shared&lt;/span&gt;:
This is another very early track, from the 1995 series. The song is
very young, and overdramatic even for my taste, but listening to the
song now, there is an earnestness and honesty in the lyrics that is
inescapably compelling.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Intention (3AM Mix)&lt;/span&gt;:
This is another mix of intention where I co-produced the mix with
Micky. I like this mix a lot.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;
&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Valentine (Harvey’s 12”
Mix)&lt;/span&gt;: Closing the circle here, when I was friends with
Marts, he had a record company named &lt;a href="http://www.discogs.com/label/Narcotic+Records"&gt;Narcotic&lt;/a&gt;.
&lt;a href="http://www.heidi.la/"&gt;Heidi Lawden&lt;/a&gt; was
his assistant, and am amazing talent in her own right. Heidi was managing DJ &lt;a href="http://www.discogs.com/artist/DJ+Harvey"&gt;Harvey&lt;/a&gt;
at the time and we produced this track at a ”proper” studio. &lt;a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rollo_Armstrong"&gt;Rollo&lt;/a&gt;
was in the studio at the same time, and I was completely intimidated,
but the mix, 12-13 years later, still holds its own. Harvey and I
wanted to style the mix as a “&lt;a href="http://www.discomusic.com/forums/disco-music-70s-80s/8822-morning-music-vs-sleaze-debate.html"&gt;sleaze&lt;/a&gt;”
track, and I think we hit the mark. 
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      <title>As I Sit Here Floating Gently in the Sky</title>
      <description>This is genre of blog entry I rarely indulge in: the &lt;a href="http://darrouzet-nardi.net/bonnie/pdf/Nardi_why_we_blog.pdf"&gt;revealing
disclosure&lt;/a&gt;. But I have been silent for more than a year on
this blog, and some explanation is in order.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
As
I sit here floating gently in the sky, just making landfall to North
America, my fingers are “itchy” to type these words. I have not felt
this in a long while and have been waiting for this feeling for a long
time. &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
I am flying back to San Francisco from Berlin, watching
the longest sunset one can possibly imagine, one that reeks of
California even from here on the Northeastern tip of Canada. The flame
red hue banding the edge of the hemisphere I now speed toward, speckled
with cloud, dotted with overtones of purple and yellow, diffuses into
an innocuous baby blue. And it is getting lighter, as if morning is
coming, though I know I am merely crossing the wake of coming nightfall.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
I am happy, and happier than I can recall having been in recent memory.
Optimistic always, but truly satisfied and happy is not something I
have been able to attest to. And while I started off writing this entry
with the idea that I wanted to share some of my observations about the
German language that I am just beginning to gain a functional
understanding of (and I will get to this), it is time to give an update
on what is happening with my music, which, as you may or may not
realize, is a result of what is happening with me.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
I have been
in what I would call a “musical hibernation” for little more than a
year now. Through this time of gestation, I’ve come to understand that
I am one for whom there is little separation between who I am and what
I do. I am chameleon-like and can appear to be many things, but above
all else I am about making dreams that are meaningful, both to those I
care about and myself, come true, through feelings, ideas,
communication, and action. &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
While I have been dormant, I have
focused instead on other aspects of my life; my strategy and technology
consulting practice, Luminous Group, and research into how to bring an
&lt;a href="http://www.luminousgroup.net/docs/Strategy,%20Organization,%20and%20Process.pdf"&gt;interdisciplinary
approach to the explore the relationship between
strategy, organization, and process&lt;/a&gt;, all of which has been
fruitful. &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
This
hinter time began with some revelations, or rather, admissions. I
realized that I had been deluding myself, and in the process, others,
about what was possible regarding my relationship with Charlie
Rogers. Charlie was a catalyst for many things in my life in many ways.
But it became apparent to me slowly over five years we shared a close
relationship that there were some fundamental incompatibilities and
patterns of interaction that served neither of us beyond the initial
catalytic stage, and I was just too stubborn to admit it. &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
Sometimes
dreams die, and for my former domestic partner Bruce and I, this was
October, 2007. This was the time at which I chose to end my
relationship with Charlie was also the point I chose to end my
relationship with Bruce. I’m still often haunted by that choice,
because despite the fact that I know in my heart that the relationship
was not right, I still feel a deep connection to Bruce that I carry
with immense pride. I am grateful to have that. Bruce and I were
together for 10 years and had many wonderful experiences together, but
the upshot of what I felt at that time was that I knew that neither
experience – neither Charlie nor Bruce was the right choice for my life
going forward - so I did something radical. I ended both relationships
simultaneously in order to start fresh. Except that the truth is you
can’t really start fresh – nothing in our human experience is
completely new once we’ve oriented to time and space, happiness and
pain.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
I took a risk – the kind of risk that historically I have
avoided – the kind that potentially leaves me alone. I knew from past
experiences what I did not want and what I liked much better than
before and like it or not, life is an ongoing process of trial and
error in at least a few areas of anyone’s life. Sure, some people shore
up risk by taking fewer chances, but not taking chances, not acting,
accepting things just as they are and not moving things toward some
idea of what we would like life could be like, but as you may have
already surmised, that is not the approach I choose.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
It was like
taking a double-edged pruning blade to both my arms. In a single
decision, I lost the stability of my primary relationship, and any time
I tried to even think about doing anything closely related to making
music, I simply could not. It was too closely associated with Charlie.
It hurt. And while I am sure I could have written many sad songs about
this, I learned early on that songs I write and produce hold strong
relation and relevance to what I continue to live in my life. “Be
careful what subjects you write about...”, I warn myself, having had
the dubious privilege of watching songs I wrote transform into haunting
soundtracks of my own life. &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
“&lt;a href="http://cdbaby.com/cd/barton9"&gt;Don't Stop&lt;/a&gt;”,
which commercially,
for a number reasons did not have the expected escalated impact of its
predecessor “&lt;a href="http://cdbaby.com/cd/barton6"&gt;To
Call My Own&lt;/a&gt;” despite the fact that it is one of my
strongest songs, is particularly biopic. It even sports a video that
documents the demise of the relationship between Charlie and myself, to
which I can fully attest that neither Charlie nor myself were
consciously considering such a direction at the time of the filming. It
just came out that way, a sort of subconscious expression of how things
really were before we could truly admit it ourselves. &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
I have
always come to music with joy, and to lose that joy renders the making
of music pointless for me. To sit in front of paper and write words, to
feel them flowing through me, to sing spontaneously and feel a melody
within me, to let something move me and appear as a song, to hear
sounds dance spatially in my head; that is the high point of making
music for me, and to wallow in sad feelings, regardless of how
attractive that might appear, as a price to pay for making Art is not
of interest to me. So I decided to wait until the good feeling came
back.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
It is a year and two months later now. And it is interesting what
happens when you leave yourself no options. &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
Looking
back, I find it ironic that within a few weeks of making my “big
decision”, I did in fact meet someone with whom I started a
correspondence about Art, who happnes to make very beautiful
photographic Art, and who lives very far away from San Francisco in a
land I had only briefly visited: Germany. A land of fairy tales,
castles, old customs, strong will, and great pride. When the
correspondences turned into phone calls the idea of visiting each other
came up. “Sure Felix, I’ll come visit you in Germany”, I heard myself
saying, thinking at the time how very foolish I was to be considering a
6,000 mile visit to someone I hardly knew. But I went with it. After
all, I thought, wasn’t this the whole reason I had cut my arms off in
the first place? So that I &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;could&lt;/span&gt;
try things like this freely?&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
And
after that first visit in February 2008, while we both knew that
something magical had happened, I tried (in a manner which I can
sincerely say is very much against my nature) my best to keep the pace
of our romance under some control. But by June, we came to a clear
decision: &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;we wanted to
get married&lt;/span&gt;. &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
Now, I’ve been in
long-term relationships before, but somehow being married to another
man seemed a bit silly to me, and truthfully, when the subject had come
up in the past, it made me nervous. I don’t feel that with Felix. I
think we met at a time when we were both ready for a step like this. &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
And
it is funny to me that at this particular point in time that the idea
of getting married should suddenly become so relevant to me and
simultaneously be such an issue in California – and American politics.
Isn’t it fascinating that even if we could get married in California
that this would not give Felix the right to live and work in America,
yet Germany (and 20 other democratic countries in the world) freely
offer the right us to enter into a legally recognized union that
includes the right for me to live and work in the EU. &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
I am not
getting married in order to make a political statement – but the
current political climate environment makes me especially proud to be
getting married in a way that says, “I don’t need my country to approve
of my choice. I’ll go to another country where I am more welcome”. And
believe it or not, we all have these kinds of choices.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
Felix and
I are planning to have ceremonies in Berlin and in CA. The CA ceremony
is set for June 2009 – the Berlin ceremony will likely happen sometime
before this, and I am planning to relocate to Berlin in the next year. &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
It’s
even brighter outside now and I am looking forward to landing in San
Francisco, getting to my apartment in the Castro, settling in, and
getting a good night’s sleep…&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
Because tomorrow, I am going to my
abandoned music studio and cleaning house. I have a significant amount
of material that I have sat on since the mid-1990’s that has never been
publically released because I have chronically fallen prey to “I do not
believe in myself” syndrome. My first order of business: the release of
“FORMATIVE”, a collection of work I did before the release of “&lt;a href="http://cdbaby.com/cd/barton3"&gt;Tonight&lt;/a&gt;”
in 2004 and which I still very much enjoy. And on the heels of that, I
am announcing that the next BARTON single, “On The Beach”, which is
going to be the closing chapter of an album that represents the
collection of work I did with Charlie entitled “LESSONS LEARNED”.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
I
have no time frames at this moment, but wheels are now set into motion.
I am alive and happy again, my fingers tingle, my eyes sparkle, and I
am very, very happy to be in this world and be able to make
contributions to it that are there to uplift, stimulate thought,
question, and lead by example.&lt;br&gt;
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      <title>There's no stopping it now...</title>
      <description>The past couple of weeks have been an absolute whirlwind of activity
for me. It is an irony that in the release of &lt;span
 style="font-style: italic;"&gt;Don’t Stop&lt;/span&gt;
it feels to me as if more obstacles have come up in its release than
any other. I am keenly aware that I was perhaps the greatest obstacle
and I owe a tremendous debt of gratitude to the amazing and supportive
team of collaborators &amp; music industry people who have worked
tirelessly to help move this project forward to its ultimate release to
you, the world-at-large. I always want everything to be so perfect, and
this song has been a great lesson in letting go (a lesson I am
constantly learning). I am so lucky to work with such talented people -
the remix artists on this release are all so different and each has
something unique to say in their interpretation of  &lt;span
 style="font-style: italic;"&gt;Don’t Stop&lt;/span&gt;.
Jaimy, Josh Harris, and Manny Ward - thank you for working with me.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
We shot our video in two days and Charlie did an amazing job both
directing and editing the video over a single weekend. Our dear friend
Kurt assisted at the shoot and it was really a wonderful experience, as
we have become a family of sorts. I am deeply grateful for the talent
and artistry that the people who have helped me to project an image I
feel represents the music we are expressing: Emily Kern, Gino Norris,
and Melinda Cazarez. I knew something shifted when, at the end of the
second day of shooting, both Charlie and Kurt congratulated me on my
performance. The experience was an analog to something I felt years ago
in my vocal recording process where I could &lt;span
 style="font-style: italic;"&gt;feel&lt;/span&gt; the feeling of
my words going onto the recording medium. I experienced that same feeling in
the performance for this &lt;a
 href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=usLtrBavbJA"&gt;video&lt;/a&gt;.
It was real, natural, unrehearsed...just a natural expression of what
the song feels like inside of me. I venture to say that
it means more to me than anything to create something that has
both feeling and meaning, and with this release, I can feel that I have
crossed over to a new place in my artistic expression.  &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
More than anything, I am just filled with an intense sense of
gratitude for a life where I get to do so many different things, music
and performance among them. As self-produced artists who do this entire
thing on our own, I feel great pride in our work, what we are
representing, and look forward to what is to come. &lt;br&gt;
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      <title>Hide and Seek – Imogen Heap</title>
      <description>&lt;p&gt;Some songs are deeply personal and yet address experiences we all go through, 
creating an environment for the listener to experience their own feelings intensely.
&lt;a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Imogen_Heap"&gt;Imogen Heap&lt;/a&gt;’s “Hide and 
Seek” is one of these. It is a song about a person involved in a moment in time 
where she becomes aware that someone else is breaking up with her, apparently 
brought on by a decision from the other person.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;br&gt;
We start in Imogen’s head asking “Where are we?”, as if waking from a dream, 
hearing her voice in a mixed with a vocoder, with thoughts of disorientation and 
the key line “sinking feeling”. Whether we heard all of the words or not, if we 
heard that phrase, it is something we can all identify with.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;br&gt;
Her incredible sense of description, blending metaphors of movement with a sense 
of awareness that something completely personal is happening within a larger 
world where this one event is completely invisible. There is also a beautiful 
reference to the way we makes things, like “trains and sewing machines” more 
important than our “blood and tears”, but ultimately recognize that it is the 
latter which is the source of our experience.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;br&gt;
The transition toward the end where she is actually speaking to the other person 
who is rejecting her is even more powerful. When she acknowledges to the other 
person that they “only meant well”, giving the benefit of the doubt, so 
beautifully reveals a lovely character of grace while simultaneously showing an 
anger and powerful assertiveness, reminding the other person that they “decided 
this” along with an increased tempo and slightly different melody than the rest 
of the song, bringing it to a climax. We then retreat back into Imogen’s head, where she is clearly hurt, where she 
makes an assortment of observations that whatever the other person is saying is 
of little value and that they “don’t care a bit”.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;br&gt;
Most listeners will not take the time or trouble to look at the song in this 
depth, but instead will simply enjoy the way in which the simple vocal 
presentation with ever-present vocoding adds an element of emotional context, as 
if the melodic portion of the vocoder is simply an emotional extension of her 
own words.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;br&gt;
Few songs give me goosebumps and cause tears well up in my eyes. What a 
beautiful work of art this is.&lt;br&gt;
 &lt;/p&gt;
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      <description>&lt;P&gt;I wanted to begin sharing some of my perceptions about music that I have been listening to recently that has been particularly inspiring to me. &lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;One track that never fails to compel me is &lt;A href="http://www.discogs.com/artist/Chab"&gt;Chab&lt;/A&gt;'s "&lt;A href="http://www.discogs.com/release/492290"&gt;Closer To Me (Alex Neri Vocal Mix)&lt;/A&gt;". Note the vocals are by &lt;A href="http://www.discogs.com/artist/JD+Davis"&gt;JD Davis&lt;/A&gt;, not &lt;A href="http://www.discogs.com/artist/Alex+Neri"&gt;Alex Neri&lt;/A&gt;. The track's slow build and highly syncopated rhythmic intro gives the listener so many choices in the dance moves they might choose to act upon, a choice I feel is basic to a good dance track. There is a sense of mechanism and power that emerges with the arpeggiated synth that cuts through at about 1 1/2 minutes and carries the entire song with its melodic line. The line itself is the hook of the song, threatening to veer downward in its melodic line but ultimately rising to the higher octave. It comes across as a statement of ultimate persistence and optimism to me. It's how I feel when I am unstoppable - I know that all I need to do it keep going, relentlessly, into what may appear to be darkness because what I know that what I will eventually find there is light. &lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;The vocal elements are clear and to the point, layered in double-octave format, similar to the way we do our vocals. We took the cue on this from Eurythmics, whose layered vocal approach strongly inform our work. JD's higher octave vocal is lower in the first repetition of the verse, only to gain strength and intensity in the second, again, bringing home the point of ultimate release. All he wants is to be with this other person. It is his single desire. &lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;The choruses abate into a gentle pad/organ-like rolling swirl or stereo-tremoloed that gently lowers the listeners intensity without being disturbed in any way. As the beat subsides, around 5 1/2 minutes, the gentle swirls are left in the clear, only to introduce another higher-register arpeggiation that is much more cyclical in nature, adding great tension when the original arpeggiated bassline comes back in, again, underscoring the cyclical nature of our experience. &lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;The song, like our own "Don't Stop", explores that range of feeling which borders on obsession, that feeling of intense power and pleasure that emerges from an intense physical and emotional connection where the experiencer wants nothing but the object of its desire. &lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;To close, the chorus is repeated once again in two repetitions, with the second repetition revealing JD's yearning just as before, with the arpeggiated bassline once again taking control and fading away back into the beat we started with. &lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;It is no accident that many parts of this track sound like the &lt;A href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Giorgio_Moroder"&gt;Giorgio Moroder&lt;/A&gt; soundtrack to "&lt;A href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/American_Gigolo"&gt;American Gigolo&lt;/A&gt;". The arpeggiated bassline and rolling swirls were central to the production style between Morodor, &lt;A href="http://www.discogs.com/artist/Harold+Faltermeyer"&gt;Harold Faltermeyer&lt;/A&gt;, and &lt;A href="http://www.discogs.com/artist/Keith+Forsey"&gt;Keith Forsey&lt;/A&gt;, but have been beautifully reintroduced into a more modern arrangement. Works like this thrill me because they underscore the fact that many of the foundational elements of disco, while over 30 years old, are still fundamental to cutting-edge dance music today. It also gives artists like me greater latitude to spread their disco-wings. &lt;/P&gt;</description>
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      <title>We're looking for a good record company</title>
      <description>&lt;P&gt;We've decided to wait on the release of our next project "Don't Stop" in order to find a record company to work with who can help us with the marketing and promotion of our work. &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;"Don't Stop" is a great song and we really want it to reach a much broader audience than our previous singles so have taken the decision to wait on the release. &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;It has been really amazing to do all of this ourselves for the past four years, but the time has come to take things to a new level. Charlie has some great video ideas, and if we are going to shoot a video, I want to know with certainty that it will be seen. Sometimes you have to hold off in life for the things you want for them to come to you. This is one of those times.&lt;/P&gt;</description>
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      <title>Letting Go</title>
      <description>Our next single, entitled “Don’t Stop” is just about ready to be released. We have some great mixes by &lt;a href="http://dancemusic.about.com/od/remixersproducers/a/JoshHarrisInt.htm"&gt;Josh Harris&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://www.thedjlist.com/djs/JAIMY/"&gt;Jaimy&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&amp;friendid=81645709"&gt;Manny Ward&lt;/a&gt;, and ourselves. The only real thing now between us and a release is the video, which we have not shot yet.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;This release has been somewhat of a departure for me in terms of how I manage it. Normally, control freak that I am, I try to plan out every aspect. Instead, with this release I have been much more allowing and relaxed about the whole thing. I am so confident in the song and the mixes that I know the song will do well. There is a lot of passion in this one and I think that is something people pick up on in the music.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;A big step for me in this “letting go” process was our decision not to attend the Winter Music Conference in Miami this year. Instead, the artists who worked with us on remixes this time: &lt;a href="http://dancemusic.about.com/od/remixersproducers/a/JoshHarrisInt.htm"&gt;Josh Harris&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://www.thedjlist.com/djs/JAIMY/"&gt;Jaimy&lt;/a&gt;, and &lt;a href="http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&amp;friendid=81645709"&gt;Manny Ward&lt;/a&gt;, who did attend, as well as our beloved promoter &lt;a href="http://www.pitchcontroldj.com/"&gt;Sergio Goncalves&lt;/a&gt;, gave out the first wave of promos. The feedback we have gotten back so far is amazing.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Charlie and I will be planning out the video later this week and I am sure that what we end up producing will be a perfect match to our fourth single.&lt;br&gt;</description>
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      <title>The Perfectionist</title>
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&lt;p&gt;I have wanted to write a blog entry for several months now, but each time I 
move toward actually doing it, this voice inside of me holds me back. I guess I 
am not really a very good blogger as I don’t have a particularly strong desire 
to share a lot of information with people. I read many other people’s blogs and 
find it so interesting that many people want to share so much, so often. I 
suppose I am focused more in other areas.   &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;This year has been a particularly powerful year in terms of achievement and 
challenges for me personally. I have been very hesitant to break the veil that I 
am so comfortable with, projecting my eternal optimism into the world. While 
much of the lyrical content I produce has to do with themes of personal 
empowerment and a positive attitude, this past year I have experienced much less 
of the experience that I write about than I care to admit.   &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I often remark to my musical partner
&lt;a HREF="http://www.netspheres.net/blogs/tabid/52/BlogID/3/Default.aspx"&gt;Charlie&lt;/a&gt; 
how ironic it is to me that I am capable of writing a song like
&lt;a href="https://www.burnlounge.com/netspheres"&gt;TONIGHT&lt;/a&gt;, whose lyrical 
content is all about deciding in your own mind how you want your life to be, 
creating that, experiencing that and being that – yet, in my own personal life, 
I struggle to live up to the ideal of my own idea. Sometimes I think that the 
song came through me to teach me about its meaning. I am still learning.  
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Yes, I guess that it is the issue. I have visions in my mind about 
everything, from the way a song should sound to the way my life should be 
working out. When my experience does not meet up with the vision, I often feel 
dissatisfied. And in this year, where we have achieved our first national radio 
#1, produced a great video for which we continue to receive constant praise for 
and I have completed my master’s degree in interdisciplinary computer science, I 
have somehow found myself at what I think is the most miserable I have ever been 
in my life.   &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Neither achieving a number 1 has nor earning my master’s has degree created 
exactly what I had in mind. But, as with most things, one day, maybe 6 weeks 
ago, something clicked and I realized how amazingly lucky I truly am to be able 
to simultaneously pursue so many things in this life and actually produce 
results that are acknowledged by others. I have started to open myself to the 
idea that maybe; just maybe, my idea of what things should look like is not the 
right one. Maybe the way things are is perfect for me and my growth. Even if I 
am wrong, I can tell you this is certainly a much better mental perspective from 
which to mine the opportunities that will form my future.   &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I am very lucky to have such good friends and family in my life to support me 
as I have faced my own perfectionist this year. I am happy to report that I have 
come to a point where I now recognize that I am right where I wanted to be in my 
life. No, it is not as easy as I might have imagined, but when I really think 
about it, I know I did not want it to be easy. I am not the kind of person who 
enjoys being catered to but instead enjoys the experience of creating things 
myself. As I write this sentence now, I can once again feel the force of
&lt;a href="https://www.burnlounge.com/netspheres"&gt;TONIGHT&lt;/a&gt; in me, running 
through me, reminding me that I can (and do) make up my mind about what I want 
to see. &lt;/p&gt;
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      <title>What's new? Our first (national) radio interview, Amsterdam, Manny's new single...</title>
      <description>Our first radio interview airs this week on SIRIUS radio this weekend.  Charlie and Manny and I flew to New York recently where we were interviewed about all sorts of things, including how we make music together. It still seems very surreal to me, but I am very happy we have been given these opportunities to present who we are as artists to the world in a broader fashion.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Then next week we head off to Amsterdam for the Amsterdam Dance Music Event, Europe's largest dance music conference. We have a very full schedule and are very excited about being able to go to this conference. In Europe, the dance market is seen as much more important than it is in this country, so we are very excited about the opportunities we will be presented with there. It is also an interesting coincidence that I really started making music in 1992 in Amsterdam, living there for about 3 months. It is a very special city to me, and I am so happy to be able to go and visit again.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;In addition to our material, we will also be bringing promo copies of Manny's new single, entitled "The Cycle", which features vocals by Danny "Buddha" Morales. We did one of the mixes for Manny and I am very proud of the work. It is very nice to  work on something other than our own material and see what happens when we apply ourselves to someone else's music. I am looking forward to more opportunities in that area.&lt;br&gt;</description>
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